Don't mean to turn this into an emo livejournal account...

But lately I just feel like I'm out of it, almost like I'm stuck in this zoning out zone. I'm not sure where I belong at the moment. Just feel like I don't belong anywhere here on campus. That and it doesn't help when I go home and see friends from my old school because I will start to have that same feeling once again of just not belonging. This has been plaguing my mind since last Saturday when I went to visit some friends for the day. Throughout the day I just felt displaced when it came to hearing things that I've been missing out on since I left Salem and all these new people that I met for the first time. Makes me wonder if I made the right decision to leave, even though in my heart I know I made the right decision. Wanted a better education and I wanted to go out of state, but now looking at it I wonder if it truly was worth the risk to leave those whom I miss so much behind. It's hard up here. I really don't have any close friends. I just have acquaintances and I do have friends, but they aren't the close ones like the ones I have back in MA. I don't know, maybe I'm just overreacting, but I can't help it. Have yet to meet anyone like M, J, or B (don't feel like typing their full names out, just because I'm weird like that) at Castleton. I'd like to meet people like them, I hope I do.